I miss buddies

School's a bloody mother fucking bytch! I dread to go to school, school is restricting me from my outside friends. Money is again another problem, no money no talk. Fuck school, i used to have a bunch of buddies who will be there for me whenever i need them. But its a NO now, i know my three buddies will not see this. But i really just want to rant out how much i miss them, and i know that my buddies wont want to see this cause they are not as emotional as me. I feel guilty, mother fucking guilty for not celebrating their birthday with them! I really want to do it, i pleadge to do it i swear! I love my buddies alot, i have never had such good friends that stand by me. I just simply feel that we're drifted ever since !@#))($^&*( years. Buddies, i miss you'll alot. I will earn money to give you back i am suppose to and bring you out for dinner/lunch. Friends come and go, but i hope my buddies wont come and go. To my three buddies, although i dont think you will see this. But i just want to say i love you'll:) I hope to meet you'll soon, i dont want to feel so drifted from all of you! CAN WE BE AS CLOSE AS EVER? I miss you :)

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